Monday, January 31, 2011

How?

How do I forget you, if you're always in my thoughts?

A longing heartfelt memory.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Walk beside me

- "Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. But walk beside me and be my friend."~ Albert Camus

A soft reflection on friendship...true friendship.

Life is valued by the people who choose to love us.
Respect your friends, acknowledge the impacts they make to your sense of living and remember to appreciate each soul which touches yours.
It's about reaching out to others and knowing they are there to lend a hand.
It's about understanding and trusting enough...to forgive and let go, and to realise tomorrow is another chance for new opportunities, to share with one another.

Do not expect what may be, but face the reality of what is.
And once this is grasped, can you only then be free to love.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

It is what it is

This is what it feels like summarised in 3 words: Foolish, Lonely & Broken.

The foolish pursuit of liking another, only to hope the feelings are reciprocated. And so you convince yourself that perhaps in time, all in good time, it'll come together and they'll finally realise what a great person you really are.

Then reality hits. It is it not so. You wake up yearning, longing, wanting only to be with them...lonely. Knowing all the wasted time, efforts and emotions were all for your fantasy, for nothing.

Disconnected and in pieces, broken and torn. How does one move on from this.
All in good time you're told again, and so in good time it will have to be.

Let go of what it's not, and
Hope, begin to hold on,
Faith, you are worthy of another,
Believe that there is more,
Forget what holds you back and
Prepare to feel again.

Sunday, September 05, 2010

Easy

It's easy to forget, to fill up the emptiness with time forgotten.
Easy to stop feeling what could be, what may be.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

:(

I want to stop feeling like this.
How can it hurt so much?
I want to start all over, I want to be right this time round.
I need to let it all go and move away from this suffocation.

...the question is, how.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I won't be lost, I won't be down~

...And I'm a little bit lost without you
And I'm a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This aint a love song this is goodbye (oooooh)
This aint a love song this is goodbye (ooooh)...

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Hoping

How can I be so torn, when the feeling is oh-so-right?

If only you knew...